Over the past week or so i havent really had much time for my course...so last night at work i read weeks 2, 3 & 4 at once. The strange thing is even though i hadnt read the work what ive been doing over the past couple of weeks coincides with the activities and my life!!....total synchronicity and validation that this course is definately for me :)
Wednesday 18 April 2012
Thursday 12 April 2012
My birthday!
Well today was simply perfect, such a peaceful happy day. I wanted to blog today because of an experience ive had over the past week or so and it has had such an impact on me.
About 10 days ago I got a message from a friend on facebook. Someone had gone missing in her area in America and she had asked me if i could take a look at the website and see if i knew anything. Well i went straight to the website, as soon as I saw the picture of this lady I see immediately a lake and her car both in the lake. I also got an overwhelming feeling that this was not by choice it was an accident or someone had forced the situation. I was too nervous to tell my friend my feelings instead chose to just tell her that the disappearance of this lady was not her choice. I did however tell two different family members how strongly i felt.
Last night just after midnight a post came on facebook to say the lady's car had been found with a body inside...in 40 feet of water in an unused quarry. The feelings i got were overwhelming. Firstly with sadness that this is what had happened but then huge confidence and a tad of anger wishing i had more faith in myself to of said what i see.
Its been an awesome day....and one that has cemented what im doing for me!!
About 10 days ago I got a message from a friend on facebook. Someone had gone missing in her area in America and she had asked me if i could take a look at the website and see if i knew anything. Well i went straight to the website, as soon as I saw the picture of this lady I see immediately a lake and her car both in the lake. I also got an overwhelming feeling that this was not by choice it was an accident or someone had forced the situation. I was too nervous to tell my friend my feelings instead chose to just tell her that the disappearance of this lady was not her choice. I did however tell two different family members how strongly i felt.
Last night just after midnight a post came on facebook to say the lady's car had been found with a body inside...in 40 feet of water in an unused quarry. The feelings i got were overwhelming. Firstly with sadness that this is what had happened but then huge confidence and a tad of anger wishing i had more faith in myself to of said what i see.
Its been an awesome day....and one that has cemented what im doing for me!!
Monday 9 April 2012
My daily spirit oracle card
'Up-liftment'
"the dolphin has finally broken free from the cold, dark depths of the ocean. It was enticed there by a glitter of opportunity that fooled him with a false promise. He had travelled far into the underworld with the hope of hidden treasures at the end of the rainbow. Then he suddenly realised he could not find his way back and felt very trapped and lost, knowing his breath could only last for a period of time. As his breath was fading, so was his meaning of life but in one last desperate surge of power he managed to break free from the entangled lower world and swim towards the light, breaking through the surface into a new uplifting realm."
Now is the time to bathe in the knowledge you have done well and the universe is acknowledging this.
Am feeling kind of strange today...up one minute and down the next...this was a very good card for me to pull....given me hope that yes my rainbow is there...just there waiting for me :)
"the dolphin has finally broken free from the cold, dark depths of the ocean. It was enticed there by a glitter of opportunity that fooled him with a false promise. He had travelled far into the underworld with the hope of hidden treasures at the end of the rainbow. Then he suddenly realised he could not find his way back and felt very trapped and lost, knowing his breath could only last for a period of time. As his breath was fading, so was his meaning of life but in one last desperate surge of power he managed to break free from the entangled lower world and swim towards the light, breaking through the surface into a new uplifting realm."
Now is the time to bathe in the knowledge you have done well and the universe is acknowledging this.
Am feeling kind of strange today...up one minute and down the next...this was a very good card for me to pull....given me hope that yes my rainbow is there...just there waiting for me :)
Friday 6 April 2012
My daily spirit oracle card
After a week of disappointments really im kind of at a place where i am content with what is happening in my life. Another essay finished for my degree...and so now to get some focus....and the card i pulled today is...Focus!!!
This message is a wake up call. Because you have so much to do your attention is scattered and this is a call from spirit to remind you of your path. Bold eagle is saying hold your focus, to hold your direction and not to sway from it. No matter what life may throw at you, what obstacles and distractions do not waver.
The bear is stepping out of the shadows, representing rebirth and new beginnings. It is a time of strength and standing up. The wolf is also stepping out of the shadows, representing the teacher asking you to set yourself a task to learn more!!
This message is a wake up call. Because you have so much to do your attention is scattered and this is a call from spirit to remind you of your path. Bold eagle is saying hold your focus, to hold your direction and not to sway from it. No matter what life may throw at you, what obstacles and distractions do not waver.
The bear is stepping out of the shadows, representing rebirth and new beginnings. It is a time of strength and standing up. The wolf is also stepping out of the shadows, representing the teacher asking you to set yourself a task to learn more!!
Saturday 31 March 2012
The M25 Oak.....sooo special
I wanted to share this tree here because it has been sooo important in my journey....and i hope it continues to be so too :) xx
My Week
Well i dont really want to dwell on this past week, it has been the week from hell. The hormones kicked in and i spent the week on self destruct and being abusive to the people i love. If i could do anything to break this monthly cycle of events i would. I hate feeling like this and treating people the way i do. I hope that my new four step plan of action will go some way to stop it happening next month. Time will tell.
So because of these events i have not even touched week 2 of my course :(...so not happy with myself for that!!!....so time to keep a clear head and onward with the journey.
The card i pulled this morning has given me hope. Ive spent the whole of last week thinking only of the 'self'...and in reality thats a very selfish thing to do!!! Todays card was 'Faith'...to go searching for my soul energy....so thats exactly what i plan to do :)
"Go in search of your soul energy, do not focus on your outward appearance, it isnt important, focus only on the soul within. Allow your heart to be filled with the faith and beauty of you and who you really are"
.....time to go searching.....
So because of these events i have not even touched week 2 of my course :(...so not happy with myself for that!!!....so time to keep a clear head and onward with the journey.
The card i pulled this morning has given me hope. Ive spent the whole of last week thinking only of the 'self'...and in reality thats a very selfish thing to do!!! Todays card was 'Faith'...to go searching for my soul energy....so thats exactly what i plan to do :)
"Go in search of your soul energy, do not focus on your outward appearance, it isnt important, focus only on the soul within. Allow your heart to be filled with the faith and beauty of you and who you really are"
.....time to go searching.....
Tuesday 27 March 2012
My daily spirit oracle card
Yesterday was probably one of the toughest days of my life. A realisation that i need to change so many things in my life.
Today the card i pulled was Time...perfect timing :)
"it is time to sort my life out. Sometimes we cannot untangle the interwoven strands of difficult situations in life. The more we try and untangle, the more tangled it becomes, so we need to just remove those tangled pieces. Prepare and make space for the unexpected surprises of spring"
today i need courage to stand strong and stick by my own gut instinct.....am hopeful xx
Today the card i pulled was Time...perfect timing :)
"it is time to sort my life out. Sometimes we cannot untangle the interwoven strands of difficult situations in life. The more we try and untangle, the more tangled it becomes, so we need to just remove those tangled pieces. Prepare and make space for the unexpected surprises of spring"
today i need courage to stand strong and stick by my own gut instinct.....am hopeful xx
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